It is sometimes unreal how the human condition adjusts itself when one aspect of your life changes. A real domino effect occurs everyday, and like string theory predicts, things are really smaller than they appear. I have decided to change my life and my lifestyle.. for that matter to a new one, and I am immediately reaping the benefits of a new, welcomed change. I find myself blazing through days, yearning naps whenever possible and being more productive than ever before. I think it is important to define what productive means. Sometimes just waking up is productive while some other times it is only a fraction of the day ahead.
As a result, I'm listening to new music and walking to a new beat. It is funny how deep down inside, we never really loose confidence in ourselves, we just loose sight of our potential.
I'm thinking of a wonderful day, one in which I have been waiting for some months now. One perfect day can set you straight for a while. It all occurred to me while sipping a lemonade and that song "Sex and Candy" from Marcy's Playground was playing, and it put the biggest damn smile on my face. You know, the type of smile you have when your greatest adversary kindly smirks at you letting you know that they respect your existence and appreciate your strategy. If you can make yourself smile with nobody around, it is the greatest gift you can give yourself. Am I emerging from my coma? Perfect timing for the new weather. Let's see how this plays out..
April 07, 2005
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